May 2013
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Something about olive
One thing that I can’t get enough of the scrub, body butter, and massage oil that I have is the smell. Yes, I (really really) love the smell of olive.  Maybe, that’s why I love doing this home-spa by myself, I can put it all over my body as much as I want .____.
May 18th
“Hal yang paling patut disyukuri dalam perjalanan adalah jika memiliki sahabat...”
– Mas Yuwono Mujahidin :) IYA! Ini bener banget :’)
May 18th
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May 18th
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May 18th
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Been long time eh? Thing that I felt convinced last night turns out to be thing that I fear the most this morning.This feeling of insecure traps me. Do I still have chance to taste a bit of happiness of trusting someone, trusting people? A bit.
May 14th
May 14th
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May 4th
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May 1st
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“Man thalabal ‘ula sahirul lail (He who wants glory will work late into...”
– Arabic proverb
May 1st
April 2013
61 posts
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Funny, huh?
You will never ever be sure about your feeling until you know the truth. Sometime, it’s relieving. Sometime, it thrusts you. There’s no exact calculation about how fast someone could let the feeling away. Sometime, it takes years of sorrow, loneliness, and grief to only let the feeling washed away by tears. Sometime, it just takes hours of unexpected stuffs to let the feeling washed...
Apr 29th
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Somehow, you have to deal with this
Being inevitably overjoyed over thing you’ve guarded of through all this time, but you can’t just put it aside as you’ve been slowly accustomed to it. And, between lone hours in the night, you feel like you’re blaming yourself for your weak self-guard as, metaphorically, you easily open the door without looking who’s coming. But, yes, somehow you have to deal with...
Apr 25th
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Apr 25th
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“I don’t believe in guilty pleasures. If you fucking like something, like it....”
– - Sir David Eric Grohl (via mahdanahmad) I would like to put this up to everyone’s mind so they don’t become too judging/stereotyping over someone, or…something.
Apr 25th
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So, overwhelming. How people see the world, then simply make another excuses, denials, or worst…rejections of something they name as “reality”. Am I, no…are we, living in such a lame life?
Apr 24th
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Apr 21st
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Apr 21st
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Apr 21st
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Apr 21st
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Apr 21st
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Apr 21st
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If I can bring back that moment again. But, thing doesn’t work twice, no? So, that’s why “Celebrate every minute you have” seems right in this case. I miss it. I miss the old-soul that I can’t never be bored to talk with.
Apr 20th
Apr 20th
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Apr 20th
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“She was the third beer. Not the first one, which the throat receives with almost...”
– Toni Morrison (via shiftingself) :”) Gonna be your third beer, I guess. Oh, snap, you don’t drink, do you? #palmface
Apr 20th
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Apr 20th
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Apr 20th
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An Urge to Write Something
Hello Tumblrfolks! So, to make it simple, I just want to say that I want to write. This could be called a writing, right? No, I mean like, writing something like essay, book…something that needs deeper thought to be written of. Something that takes me time to finish, so I can appreciate word by word that I really put into. Oh, did I mention it before that I have this, a project novel,...
Apr 20th
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Apr 20th
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Apr 20th
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Moment of Solitude
Sometime, some of my classmates who notice me still updating Twitter, moreover Tumblr, asking me how can I maintain myself staying up late while I can keep myself prepared for the morning class, if we have one. It’s not like what they’ve thought, of course I need sleep. A good-yet-enough time of sleep definitely influences you for a whole day. So, I’m not suggesting you to do...
Apr 18th
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Note This, Will You?
bungaipsuharoyo: Sedikit tidak mengerti sama anak SMP dan SMA jaman sekarang. Mungkin lebih cocok dibilang tante-tante sih daripada pelajar. Nikmati mudamu sesuai dengan masamu, karena kelak kamu akan menyesal telah melewatkan hal-hal besar dari sekedar pergi ke mall pake tas jinjing, high heels, eyeliner, dan lipstik merah.
Apr 18th
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Apr 18th
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Apr 18th
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Apr 18th
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Maybe, because I’m feeling trapped that I can’t go anywhere as I want to. I freaking hate this situation. Sorry.
Apr 17th
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Ridho Ferdian: PIDATO WISUDAWAN TERBAIK  →
ridhoferd: Ini adalah cuplikan pidato pada upacara wisuda di Coxsackie-Athens High School, New York, tahun 2010. Disampaikan oleh Erica Goldson, wisudawan yang lulus dengan nilai terbaik pada tahun itu: “Saya lulus. Seharusnya saya menganggapnya sebagai sebuah pengalaman yang menyenangkan, terutama…
Apr 17th
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Apr 16th
Doesn't Seem Right
Hello, I think I’m feeling not so sure with my life I’m doing, seems like it isn’t in this place, though I don’t have any problem with this kind of life. “Are you trying to get out of your comfort zone?”   No. I mean, I’m not even sure if this is my comfort zone or not. My body’s here, but my mind flies far away. I don’t like hating myself...
Apr 15th
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So much in love with words and images
I just want to write that I love writing things; poem, review, story, prose, lyric, everything that has alphabets in it. My ideas may be blocked for sometime, but I’ll continue to write even the simplest thing we all know. I love how I love Indonesian and English are the languages that I can relate with; they’re filling each other. I wish I still have enough time to learn another...
Apr 14th
“Kalo gw jadi polisi, orangtua yang ngebiarin anak di bawah umur bawa motor atau...”
– Novita Eka Syaputri (via kuntawiaji)
Apr 14th
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Terima Kasih Untukmu, Jarak
Terima kasih, dulu aku begitu membencimu setengah mati, tapi aku tak akan berkata “setidaknya”. Aku benar-benar berterima kasih untukmu, Jarak. Terima kasih, untuk 963 KM yang dengan tulus mengajariku dalam diam untuk bersabar, menyatukan kembali serpih-serpih cermin yang dahulu pecah;  aku mampu melihat diriku lebih jujur. Terima kasih.
Apr 14th
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Your Letter, Aulia
Hello Aulia, Why do you always easily get distracted? Why don’t you do what you should do instead what you want to do? I’m not talking about passion, something shit about “do what you love” and bla bla bla. No. Hell no. Here I am, being your numero uno reminder of “go-grab-your-dream-make-it-happen”! I’m so freaking tired of you, aren’t you...
Apr 14th
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When Being Alone isn't An Optional Choice
The worst part, when I know age is not about counting many years have passed, is you have to prepare your life. Of course, I’ve been preparing myself, but I can’t take a picture of me with somebody else but me, myself on my own. You know, it’s not about me being Indonesian, brought up in east culture so that shapes the general idea that woman should be married. Unmarried woman...
Apr 14th
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ruang angkasa: h-28 →
nayasa: Waktu pertama kali nyebar undangan nikah *ehem* tiba-tiba bejibun sms, whats app, message fb, bbm, mensyen, bahkan telp yang masuk, cuman buat memastikan saya beneran akan nikah atau sekedar becandaan? Saya jadi ngerasa sedih *kemudian mojok main hujan* kok orang-orang pada ga percaya gini saya… Bismillahirahmaanirrahiim ya Kak Nay, mudah-mudahan dilancarkan jalannya menuju hari...
Apr 14th
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“Don’t live a life you don’t deserve, or you will hate yourself for...”
–  Thought
Apr 14th
Apr 14th
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Kenapa ya?
Kenapa ya,  sudah berada di tempat sebising apapun, tapi masih tidak mampu mengusir dengung hampa di pikiran kita? sudah berdiri di tengah ribuan manusia berbaju hitam, tapi masih mampu melihat kerlip-kerlip redup rupa yang ingin kita lupakan? sudah merapat ke titik di mana kita tak lagi bisa mendengar suara kita sendiri, tapi pikiran kita masih mampu memainkan kembali suara yang tak ingin kita...
Apr 13th
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Apr 13th
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iceandrigel: Kakak ipar saya punya hobi baru: jualan kue. Kuenya lucu-lucu, dan tadi pas saya main ke rumahnya, ternyata dia lagi produksi. Lucu-lucu yakaaan. Dan anehnya, kakak ipar saya bisa banget bikin kue yang unik-unik tapi tetep enak (biasanya kue lucu kayak gini rasanya suka gak enak). Sayangnya dia baru bisnis kayak gini tepat seminggu setelah ulang tahun saya. Jadi...
Apr 13th
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Apr 13th
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